I can not deny it hurt
And made me question my self worth
As he throws barbs across the line
For the way that he does time
And wants me to know the feel
Of the way his pain is real 
And that cutting a deal
Is out of the question now 
But still he pulls me in somehow
Into a sort of heavenly light
I think you’re awesome, alright
And he knows it too
But I can’t ignore that she’s with you
Every night to keep you warm
Imagine you next to her form
As you both share a bed
One where you’re colossally wed 
While I’m tinkering away in the shed 
Making something for your eyes 
That pierce through an ample disguise 
That has shrouded us in mystery
Oh, what a fabrication is history
When it comes to what is here 
And you are always near
To the soul that beats my heart
I didn’t mean for forever to start
But now it has and be damned 
I’m in love with the same old man