The Sinking Feeling
I clung to the shore
I had discovered and what’s more
It was my safe space
Nothing could touch that place
Then I was eighteen
And the darkness invaded the dream
It came in a box on the sea
Moving closer towards me
Then it opened and the black came out
Coloured by fear and my self doubt
I tried to save the beach
But it was forever out of reach
And there’s no going back now
I must find a way to swim somehow
In the ocean that has submerged the land
I don’t expect anyone to understand
As I explain
That the sky is pouring rain
And I happen upon a kindly soul
But do I let him into how my waves roll
I think he knows anyway
Though he laughs at what I say
With a bashful grin
And I must admit that I love him
In the moment he listened and heard
The call of that solitary bird
On the branch
And life is like a cattle ranch
Always hemming you in
But there’s a time to lose and a time to win
And if you could but grin
I think I could accept what has made me sin
Against the God I know
But bliss is kissing me in the snow
When the monumental march
Gives vessels to the ground that parch
In the baking heat
If you’re hearing this get back on your feet!

