Musing

He made me feel human again
And helped me to remember when
Before I was a mental case
And I loved that look upon his face
And is it so wrong to search for a muse
And if I could, you would be the one I’d chose
As you want me to be well
You care and I can tell
As you wish my trouble away
And you get too close so I cannot stay
Though your eyes are something I engender
The way you lit up my grey defender
The one who seeks to control
And grip the freedom of my soul
But you just laugh and blink your eyes
And I know longer want to hide
But sit inside your warm embrace
You’re pretty, I love your face

The Christ

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My Lord and Saviour
The light Supreme
The cracking sound
That wakes the dream
And I have laboured
In darkness too
In shadows and
Miles away from you
But you always come
And take my hand
Tell me softly
You understand
That life is trials
Adversity
But when you look
There will I be
And I went to the city
Hungry with life
Ambitions were
Just out of sight
And I reached my hand
But I never could
Catch hold of something
I call good
Til I’m back on my knees
Pleading to the sky
I saw beautiful
Shine from his eye
I saw commonplace
I saw unique
Felt silence that
No sound could speak
And my devotion is the answer
The steady beating tide
The heart inside my soul
That keeps the love alive
And I didn’t find Jesus in the pews
Or in all of my good deeds
I found him in the rain
And it’s all I’ll ever need