The control and the weariness As I trek down the path they mark But I think they’re stumbling in the dark Trying to cut a swathe I was a person the darkness saved From being a rote learned bitch It saw me open and made the switch Now I’m the nothingness expanse The emptiness when it starts to dance And there is no way to compare What was to what isn’t there And Mooji says we’re cool And I graduated from school With the best I could I swore I would leave that wood Behind with my peace of mind As Tru spoke to me and I took it to heart There was a life which depart And I met another pair of eyes That looked at me with no disguise And he is the Heaven and Earth to me It’s fifteen years and I let him see That a gravity in his bones Walked me right out of my alones And she was by my side I dunno why I thought to hide What was real and raw From the viciousness of an outlaw Who abides not in time It’s all I can do to make it rhyme Zippered in a tent so tight And I wonder if we’re alright In the place it hurts I don’t want to make it worse But I think you need to hear it from me I take off my glasses and now I see