I don’t know who I am anymore Someone somewhere shut that door And I’m lying on the floor Thinking about identity And if it could encapsulate me In a tight little bundle But I just roll the trundle Wheel down the path And think about the God of wrath I was shown by a teacher in school She read the Bible and it wasn’t cool It was so dark and dense And nothing was in the present tense It was all recrimination And I couldn’t see that the station She stood at was pulling in to train Us all to repeat again What we’d learned And if we didn’t we’d be burned I shook with the terror But something told me it was an error Because we couldn’t be sinners at ten But she threw suspicion on us over again As though our childish might Could be lit by the devil’s light In seeking to avoid the dark But the word just means to miss the mark And maybe it’s not understood That the heart of the human endeavour is good If Jesus taught me anything It’s that there’s an angel’s wing Looking out for all of us And that it’s okay to trust In the best of what we are I look for the star You were born under And the sound of thunder Rumbles in a scene If this is all a dream Why does it feel So real In the dark and in the day Am I gonna be okay? Or am I already alright Is my soul the light in the night To remind me that the consciousness Is the way that we undress The skin We are standing in For a season or two You fanned the flame but I still love you