Run to the states And they’re asking who it is she dates And I’m so focused on People being gone That I can’t see them when they are here And, Lord knows, I hold them dear But I just cannot contort into shapes The air in my lungs escapes As I try to be the solid stance Then a beautiful boy asks me to dance And I say no because he wants a kiss And I know I would miss If I ever thought to try I just wonder what will happen when we all die And western society is obsessed with youth It always seemed a little uncouth At a three day wake You’d swear the dead would make the ground quake And join in the festivity All joking aside they are still with me I feel my grandmother’s breath against my cheek And when I feel weak I know her prayers save my life I don’t think she knew the strife I walked through when she was alive But I let the veil fall and our love survive The transition out of form And she may not have been warm When she lay so still But her spirit never will Grow cold as the grave She is the power that save Me from my own mistakes I let her help and the fever breaks