The year I took myself to task
Was the year that I thought to ask
You if you would be my friend
And the year of twenty one will never end 
But it’s filled with ennui 
Coz I lost what I gave for free
And all the time you were with her
I didn’t know that it stir
As you wake up to believe
More than wiping your eyes with your sleeve
And I got committed to a mental equation 
Adding up how I might hate him
But I can’t make it last or real
As they try to make me not feel 
Anything at all, a deadening tome
I thought you stood alone
But there was wind in your hair
I didn’t realise she was your air
As I breathed in all I could take
Til I’m the diamond you forsake
Hidden in the rough and tumble 
But my facade starts to crumble
As I let the truth sneak in
Would I settle for just part of him?