Collapse Of All

The war takes my breath away 
That people could still think in that way
In terms of human animals and sorting knives by their edge
The sharpness of the thoughts in their head
As they strike their enemy down
But what if their enemy lived in this town
And they decided to blitz it
Because they say that violence fits it
And it deserves decimation
I think of the train station
Where I once met him
And the idea is so grim
That he would be the men in the verse
Where they say women and children first
And I have to leave him on the ship
Or hands behind his back tied with a zip
In a grave at Nasser with nothing to identify
I watch as a mother cry
And scream over the loss
If this is innocence then why do they pay the cost
For a button you press
And guns they fire, you know the rest
I don’t need to elucidate
Because I’ve touched the educate
In Middle Eastern politics
And the lump in my throat still sticks
When I hear the students soar
And demand that the people in charge do more
To prevent what happens to a child
Lost somewhere in a wild
Wild world
Sometimes it’s a blessing to be born a girl

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World Peace

Is world peace just an errant thought
And can I be bought
As I watch the children die in Gaza
And the feminists are full of bravada
But they herald a movie about a drink
And deck themselves out in pink
While I watch an atomic bomb descend
The kind of suffering you cannot mend
And we raise man up high
But what happens when he starts to die
By his own hand
Individually when people don’t understand
Or as a collective in the fires of war
As we look on and wonder what it’s for
And some say freedom and other need secure
But I was locked behind a closed door
And they fastened the key
Far away from me
So I couldn’t get at it
How could I tell them I flat to the mat it
As I watch Sinéad walk up and down the hall
So I copy her coz fuck it all
And they’ve got their notes and pens
Figure that out, fuck you, amen
I walk backwards when I’m talking to that nurse
She says find a new way so I rehearse
How I can mime the way I feel
I say I feel sick and the Gavisgon is real
And pink in a little cup
I take it like a drug
That might do me some good
And they try to draw blood
From a turnip but I laugh when I’m in the bathroom
Coz I’m high on the sounds of doom
And they come and knock every fifteen minutes
“Just doing the check”, that’s the way innit
And there was nice shampoo left by someone else
I just found out it’s Israeli and bad for your health
So I don’t buy it in the shop
And you can say I’m anti semetic but I’m not
I’m just pissed off as hell
That you don’t see the humans you tell
To move to the south and into Rafah, refugees
And you would have them on their knees
Just so you could be taller than them
As if the Bible means that it happens again
Every great flood and plague of locusts
But I think you may have lost your focus
Coz the Arab population
Have as much right to an education
As the highest scholar in the land
The Sufi poets that understand
Things I can’t put my finger upon
And my words will live on after I’m gone
To bear witness and say
A just war is not okay
And at the break of day
Peace will come to land on the bay

The Ancient Struggle

Why do I see myself in Gaza 
Like there’s something Irish about Barack Obama Plaza
And I just drive these roads like there’s somewhere I’m going
But is there truth to it, there’s no way of knowing
And there was a famine that was inflicted
And tenants that were evicted
From they only place that they knew
Could provide food for you
I look at the images of suffering
In my history books and feel the storm worsening
Inside myself and felt
The kind of anger that injustice dealt
Now I look at my screen and see
A child with no way to be free
In this life
And people worry about a wife
That might stray
And I wonder what made them that way
As their hearts are hard and unforgiving
And hell comes for the living
As they scream and cry
Or just accept that they’re going to die
And I cannot lie
That I’m afraid of remuneration
Some kind of unwanted compensation
For all the words that I write
Because half of it is shite
And could never measure up to
All that I want to be for you
Some kind of presence in the absence
Of a leader as buildings are collapsing
Under the weight of what they do not know
Know that I will never let you go
Not to be alone in this fight
It’s bandages in the twilight

The Futility And Helplessness

The futility and helplessness sets the kettle to boil 
And I wouldn’t be a daughter of this soil
If the tragedy of conflict didn’t run in my veins
And if I didn’t understand their pains
As they’re bombed into an oblivion
How do I forgive them
For what they don’t know they do
When they are crucifying you
For all they want to gain
Because of the mechanics of their pain
As it spins round and round
And delivers verdict without a sound
Only the deafening quiet of thunder
Another neighbourhood going under
To the sound of crush
And the people rush
To see who they can save
As western civilisation cave
Under the weight of its own oppression
And every truth seems like a confession
We make in the dark
And we scroll past the things that leave a mark
And I watch young men in suits
Brush past the truth
Like it is an inconvenient stare
That they don’t want to admit is there
When they don’t want it to be
And if the Mediterranean Sea
Is the only place you can find solid ground
You know the silence has been lost in sound

Each Grain Of Sand

It’s a nightmare we’re all dreaming
And somewhere the children are screaming
And it aches in my heart and it pulls at my soul
Something crushes the begging bowl
And flattens the land
The hills and valleys that used to understand
All the movement and all the sighs
I watch a brother break as his sibling dies
And his wails of pain seem all to familiar to me
Because I know the crushing weight of the sea
As it pummels the shore
What is left to adore
In this broken world
And if I am just a girl
How do I effect change
But I watch the stars rearrange
Every season in the sky
As I ask God why
He could allow such things
And if the spirit has wings
Does it fly away from here
When it’s separated from the ones we hold dear
In a man made disaster
And there is no plaster
Than can fix bullet holes
And we’re all just supposed to play our roles
In this great big cosmic machine
And I thank God that it is just a dream
As I rouse to wake
The people that die for humanity’s sake
I feel something break
And go free in me
Are we doomed to repeat history
Or can we be the change we want to see
If there’s a man in the mirror it starts with me

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Machine Gun Eyes

Dead bodies and machine gun eyes
I think they believe the lies
That they are fed
And when they lie in bed
They must stop the truth from reaching them
And life must be teaching them
How to bear the weight they’ve been gifted
I sweat in my jumper that’s been thrifted
From some nearby store
And I just wanted to change it more
But how do you compete with belief
And you just feel relief
When it falls away from you
It doesn’t matter if you don’t know what to do
What matters is that you’re wiling to be led
Not blind opposition to what’s being said
And I watch Ben Gvir shout his refrain
Does he even know the pain
He’s in and so inflicts
They say that some day wars will be fought with sticks
After we’ve destroyed ourselves
Why do you put them in cells
If they are brother and sister tide
Please leave the Palestinians alive
You’ve done enough
And, God knows, it wasn’t out of love
It was to feed that old demon
That’s always dreaming
He will rule the world
And what does it matter what says this girl
Who is just a child of Irish rain
And our own kind of particular pain
As we live on the land
Our ancestors once couldn’t understand
As it was stolen from beneath them
Until someone bequeath them
Their own patch of ground
And do you hear the sound
Of the child cry
Why must I be the one to let her die?

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Mo Stór

We watch it unfold before our eyes
Another day, another Palestinian dies
And their culture is erased like it has no meaning
And the people are not dreaming
Because it’s no nightmare
But a reality that would scare
The most stoic into submission
I don’t need anyone’s permission
To say what I feel to be true
The end of the genocide starts with you
And I, as we raise a voice to lift the blockade
So that the only shade
The children know is that of a tree
Palestine is forever free
No matter the walls and doors
Checkpoints and bombed out floors
But a spirit nothing can kill
If I know anything it’s that Love never will
Ever be defeated
And my courage has not retreated
Far enough that I will not say
I can see another way
For the tide to beat the shore
You are not alone, mo stór

The Erosion Of Despair

They come with their tanks and their bombs 
And their hidden intentions
And the last thing they want
Is to be in your mentions
As you call them out
A genocide that you cannot doubt
As they ethnically cleanse
This will not come to an end
Til they have erased the evidence of a people
And the steeple
Is no deterrent to the war
They bomb the mosque and what it’s for
Coz they have a reign
And a plan to occupy again
What they designate as theirs
And the west is like “who fuckin cares”
We’ll just watch over here from our couch
And stay silent as a mouse
In a house of cats
While the baseball bats
Of white phosphorous burns
And history never learns
Not to repeat itself
Be quiet or your mental health
Will take another knock
But they level another block
In the name of fighting terror
Do you think their error
Might be in the lifeless body a mother holds
Like the stories that they’ve told
Of their own past and legacy
Do the brutalised visit their pain on me
When they repeat the cycle
And it is vital
That we all recognise
That whenever anyone dies
At the hand of another
There are no qualifications in that murder
Under the guise of attack as a “sacred” role
The logic of that is pulverise a soul
Til it gives up the fight
And you can sit by the firelight
Warming your hands
And say these are our lands
To conquer and to own
What will be the reflection when the true colour’s shown

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Lost Causes And St. Jude

South Africa’s leading the charge
And we are all floating on a barge
Down the river Thames
Watching it happen again
And over one hundred and fifty years ago
The Irish were starved to death so
The British could maintain their economy
The invisible hand and the maize crop they take away from me
So how do I not feel Palestine
As though the struggle was mine
Babies screaming in the street
As the winter steals the heat
And Israel bombs the buildings
Do they not care for the children
Who will grow up with war wounds
Or the ones who died too soon
The mothers, fathers, family, friends
Is this how the world ends
Watching silently from the western front
As a people bear the brunt
Of what’s held in the unconscious
And I don’t know what they want us
To do in the movement in between
When they convince the dream
That it is reality
But the lie is not getting the best of me

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The Commensurate Struggle

The commensurate struggle under foreign rule 
And we learn about it in school
Like it is part of history
But there is so much that does not sit well with me
Because I looked to the North of Ireland and could see
Blood on the streets as a child of 1990
And yet somehow there was an agreement that stemmed the tide
The flow of blood was silent outside
Though it still simmers underground
And I’m attuned to that sound
As I hope it will rise only to be let go of
In place of a deeper kind of love
Now, bombs drop in the Middle East
And I wonder if our peace
Could be translated
If the powerful could be educated
In what it means
To break nightmares into dreams
For there are tens of thousands of children die
Since the birth of the realm that made them cry
And I cannot stay silent and roll
Like this is all there is in my soul
Like I don’t have the blood of my ancestors proud
Who would say that the innocent and the loud
Should stand on equal footing
And I know where they are putting
The blame and why
But no one deserves to die
Before their time
And is a war crime
Only recognised in hindsight
They starved us too
From 1845 to ‘52
A million died
And mothers cried
Others emigrated
Now I’m listening to things the politicians stated
As they barricade and siege
With a terror you would not believe
Leaving the people to disease
And hunger and thirst
I can only imagine the worse
As I hear the stories out of the Strip
And soldiers as they equip
Themselves with weapons of war
Because they think they know what it’s for
But when you look in their eyes do you see spirit
And when a bomb drops and a child screams do you hear it
In the midnight of everyday
Is it that you want a people to go away
And we were the Irish problem
But somehow we were able to resolve them
And for now, at least
A tenuous peace
Holds in the dismantling
Of the broken wing
At the heart of the tale
Of how we are not up for sale
And the people of the land
Understand
What it means to be driven home
In a car all alone
Thinking of a fellow kin
And what they are doing to them
Under the guise of justification
Saying we need an education
In the politics of the Middle East
Well I do and it’s the least
Thing I need to know it’s wrong
When the materially strong
Use their force to betray
Everything in them that would say
This is just not right
What’s it like to be awake in Gaza tonight?

The Courage To Speak

He has the courage to speak 
And it makes me weak
To see a man in the stars
Behind prison bars
That are self explanatory
And this is a war so planetary
As it drags the dust and the water
Upon every son and every daughter
Of Palestine
That the shame should be mine
For losing this on my watch
I just stare at the clock
Every morning and hope that he
Has weathered the storm that we
Are safe from here in Éire
It’s not fair
That you should have to suffer
And you may love Her
But you shouldn’t have to entertain
This kind of rain
In this season
And there is no reason
This is happening but that
Some people did something they can’t take back
And the wrath
Ensues
What the god of men does when it cannot pay its dues
It says what it does not know
And it holds on when it should’ve let go
Long ago
And I just sit and stare
And pray that you’re still there
Behind a screen
Here’s to you and the scream
That pierces the night
I guess there is no good fight

Inaction And Powerlessness

Motaz Azaiza 
I believe ya
When you say that we will do nothing
I crave to turn motion into something
To call on the sea, to call on the tide
To leave you alive
Because you are not just a number
And people are dying of hunger
In the Gaza Strip
Meanwhile some men equip
Themselves with guns
Someone’s daughters, someone’s sons
And we are the ones
With our hands on the triggers because we pay
For people to get blown away
Whether in silence or in voice
Every movement is a choice
And I want to you to know you’re not alone
Though I only have a phone
To talk to you through
But I wanted to
Say that I will do all in my power
To make sure that no other tower
Is blown to pieces and knocked to the ground
While children scream and hide from the sound
As the rubble hides bodies brutalised
And you may be less than human in their eyes
But the light that lights you up
Is more than enough for me, love
Please don’t let the dark encounter
The vulnerable who want you
To just let them be
In my heart and soul Palestine is already free

From The River To The Sea

They chant the verse 
And I rehearse
For my own tune to own
My, how the flowers have grown
On this land
Where the empty sand
Used to hold the bones
And the stones
Of what once were homes
Of those who emigrated
Or died in the peat bogs evacuated
And they call it An Ghorta Mhor
But let me whisper to you, a stór
That it was a genocide
As they starved the ones who died
Just so they could export their grain
Grown on a ground green with rain
And the invisible hand
Of economics understand
That you cannot intervene
Or you will shatter the dream
That says that individuality
Brings about the best reality
And is a self balancing axis
Now, we’re watching equivocation pay our taxes
And export our problems to a foreign scene
And there may no longer be a queen
Who says who gets to live or die
But Elizabeth nodded her head to those who cry
In memory of those slain
Do you think that I forget the pain
Just because I’m young and free
And no one has ever harmed me
In the way that is described
By the history books I pried
From my own fingers, harrowed to the core
And it’s not happening anymore
Here
But I fear
That a child bombed by the IDF
Has no chance to call for the ref
To call an end to the game
Coz the sides aren’t level and if it’s all the same
I’d rather not watch the slaughter
Of someone’s son or daughter
To satisfy regality
I’ve had enough of that to destroy me
Being Irish on Celtic soil
There were years I felt my blood boil
At the memory of what had been done
Now I am the one
Who can speak up to say
This is not okay
And if you make rubble out of homes
You poison your own stones
As they’re thrown into the pit
It’s not something I can sit with
And just say it’s the way things are
We are all warmed by the same star
And it heats every grain of sand
It is not limited to the realm of man
But to all of God’s creatures
To the expression of nature’s features
As it turns on us to express
That we cannot suppress
The sacred feminine within
Just to satisfy the man that would win
The war
You want a reason but what for?

My Studies

I wanted to be ready when the time came
So I studied hard and made my name
On the college scene
As someone who knows how to dream
And I did business studies then politics
International relations to call it quits
And I only did so so
But I’m not here to excel in what you want me to know
I want to know the frame of mind
That means we can leave 80% behind
When we talk about the global north
And we dream of sipping tea on our front porch
Without realising the claim to land
Is something the poor can’t understand
Coz farmers in India barely survive
And many don’t want to be alive
At the subsistence rate
Save the kids from the parents fate
Is what they state
When asked in a questionnaire
And I know it isn’t fair
But isn’t that just life, they say
But what if it doesn’t have to be that way
I see another path
One where God’s wrath
Is not the standard bearer
And no carer
Goes unpaid
Just so that girl “slayed”
In an instagram post
But you look like you’ve seen a ghost
But maybe it’s just the starving frame
Of a child in Africa - always the same
Isn’t it
And your quick wit
Won’t absolve you from
The privilege you’re holding wrong
So I must write to make it okay
And who will listen to what I have to say
If I say it on my own
But the colours that the prism has thrown
Has shown
Me that there is another might
Than the dark of night
And that a dawn to break
Is the place where the people wake
And see that their brother is their friend
And their neighbour must make amends
With who he’s come to be
And every child is born free
To a woman in our history
Or a non binary folk
Must we make the weak carry the yoke
And pull the weight up the hill
Does a country have the right to kill
Its own citizens or its enemies in fields
In martial arts the one who yields
Is the one who the wind blows with
And the flow is not something that can stick
To the pan when you’re flipping eggs
Don’t say that we’ve made our beds

The Complicity

I can’t stand in complicity
Then say I stand for humanity
Because I give money to charity
For people in foreign lands
Who land has turned to sands
But I cannot countenance the destruction
Of a Western aided genocide
And just go along for the ride
That is sold to us on TV
That to defend yourself is the right of the free
And that terrorism
Is the great schism
Of our times
And war crimes
Can go unnoticed
Because we have voted
These people in
And the one who win
Has the right to say
That it is okay
To drop tonnes of dynamite
On people who have no way to fight
Back and protect what they own
But the seeds have been sown
By colonial occupation
And you cannot just change the station
And pretend it is not happening
Whether you are left or right wing
Because you are uneducated
Get a phone and erase what you’ve stated
And find a way to bridge the gap
If you don’t know the way then find a map
And don’t believe the lines of paper
That would tell you you have to hate her
For love to be real
Is colonialism another word for steal?

The Wonder And The Dance

There is wonder in the dance
And you think about a second chance
To do everything over
But would you take it if you didn’t know her
And had to live the death again
The taking away of women and men
And I know I may be traumatised
By a past life where people died
Beyond my control
And there is a shake, rattle and roll
That soothes my soul
Like an old car on the way to the Mega Bowl
To celebrate a birthday or two
Eleven years old and walking with you
Into our teens
And all the screams
Fall silent sometimes
There was horror in this childhood of mine
As I lay in my bed and dreamed
Then woke up paralysed and screamed
And ran out of the doors
Into the light and love implores
Me to just take it easy
But I’ve never been so breeze
As I was at twenty two
Just after discovering you
And the lightness held
In the depths that weld
Themselves to my heart
I know it’s about the taking part
But somehow I’ve always wanted to win
The prize, the guys, the loyalty of him
But it doesn’t work that way
And all I can really say
Is that the writing has called me since I was yay high
And I know the people die
In foreign lands
At the hands
Of those who claim to be just
And broken dust
Falls like paper burnt to cinders
Ashen and my fingers limber
Yearn to call them out
Like darkness in my own self doubt
Is the world on a turning point to see
That good can be bad when it isn’t me
And I would never do you wrong
But when people belong
To a tribe and dwell
They can inflict all kinds of hell
On those who have no way to defend
The hearts that break only to mend
Themselves in solid steel
Can you blame the way they feel
When they suffer in the rubble
And the ground shakes to signal trouble
In the outer sphere
If your compassion doesn’t extend to fear
Then is it real
And can I heal
And be the wholeness to embrace
The people that the pain deface
And I watch his eyes
As a child cries
Before his lens
Is it too late to make amends
And ask for a ceasefire to be held
I know the North of Ireland well
And somehow it has been a fragile peace
Not watching another youth decease
In the wreckage of flame
Everyone has a name
That they go by
To their loved ones and the lie
Is that there is no way to be
When you’re running from history

The Midnight Repose

There is a midnight repose
Somewhere in the path I chose
And it is the end of many roads
But somehow the water just flows
And lets me know, lets me see
That somehow it is not just me
In this fragile boat on water
That in depth for God’s daughter
There is a Son
And he lets me know he is the one
Who has come to save my soul
So though the boat may rock and roll
The fear cannot overturn me
Nor the fire burn me
In the winter time
Or the subterfuge that is mine
As I lie in wait
And let go of all the hate
That has fuelled my indecision
Oh, the memory of the derision
Of being fourteen years old
Of being weak and being told
While the war planes bomb Iraq
Into an oblivion they cannot take back
Now the drone hover over Gaza
While it is snowing at the plaza
And people skate and people drink
But do you ever stop to think
What if it was you
Who had nothing to do
But watch the tearing force of stains
And phosphorous in the rains

The Starship On The Edge Of Space

She came so close to me 
It was like intimacy
But then she pulled the starship out
And I don’t know then what I am about
As I share a secret too
We’re walking and I watch you
Spill the beans on me
As I look back infinitely
On who I thought I was
Now I see see that all the loss
Was just a replicate
Of me in another life or state
And I had found him in the mirror
But it clears and I don’t see her
In the picture so I run
You’re all up for the fun
But I can’t trade a sunny day
For the ability to read the sacred way
Of the storms that come to bear
Can you really not see the fabric tear
As time accelerates
And we rapidly lose our estates
To the landlords they install
I leave so I answer the call
And the land knows what I am
Generational trauma on the sand
And the wind blows through my hair
As if it knows that I am there
To take back all that they did to us
But I”m looking through windows like broken trust
At the situation in the Gaza Strip
And the warlords they equip
With weapons to rain down hell
On children who won’t live to tell
The story of the loss they bear
I see their still questing stare
Looking for someone to bear the brunt
Of what’s become a PR stunt
And a lesson in optics there
I wish I could make them care
About the lives that they ruin
I don’t think they know what they’re doing
When they press the button, go
It’s Christmas and there is no snow
In the land where Christ was born
It’s rubble that drifts toward the war torn

Have They No Mercy

I don’t know where to start
But I know I am all heart
As I wear it on my sleeve
Quite literally, like you wouldn’t believe
And it may be silver and gold
But there are a thousand stories never told
Like him leaving me in the ashes
Of the realm where the fire clashes
With the ice of cold that reign
And they’re at it again
And there’s nothing that I can do
Except to write the stories of you
As you click another scene
And it is like some kind of bad dream
We are all living in
And there is all manner of sin
That goes unreported
How I wish this mission was aborted
In its infancy
Not like the flesh and blood of illiteracy
That I read between the lines on his face
And it is a fucking disgrace
To think this could go on
And I have been silent for so long
But something calls my voice to speak
And it’s not just because I’m weak
That I dare to try
To cross the line of why
As the children cry
And I watch them all die
Through the pixels on a screen
Do you hear the people scream
When you go to sleep at night
And, no, it is not alright
To just let it go
For the sake of spirituality and what you know
Is right to be
There is action that I can see
Moving the rope so taut
Into a line where what’s sold is bought
By those who need it most
I type these keys like a ghost
Who must haunt the halls of power
Because they do not make me cower
In fear and shaking skin
I just think of my love for Him
And how He faced down the dark
And his hands bear the mark
Of long ago in Palestine
Now we’re living the modern day war crime
That sears the skin of children free
And if it was up to me
I would break every gun
But they say that everyone
Must tow the same line
And it’s happening another time
To crack the glass sphere
Of the globe that, I swear,
Has better in it to show
But if you looked at the thing you wouldn’t know

The War Torn Grief

The door slammed shut on another season
And there was loss without reason
As I pray for foreign press
And the wounds that they address
With just a camera and a connection
They get by with just our rejection
As we deny their pain
Shower them with acid rain
Or get lost in apathy
But those things will come back to me
If I don’t meet them where they are
And every foreign star
Was once a child of light
Now they’re bathed in the dark of night
As though floating in outer space
Is this the best the human race
Has to offer itself
And they say that wealth
Can inoculate a person from greed
Because they have everything they need
But that’s not how it works, is it
It’s the ones with the worst to deal with
Who seem to have the most to give
And the aggressors won’t let anyone live
But stand in the shadows and execute
The plans they hold to keep silence mute
And deaf and dumb to all their crimes
We’ve seen it before a thousand times
But I watch as they document
Someone telling a child where their mother went
In the midst of bombs
And it only takes so long
For a seed to grow
But it takes a lifetime to knock it, you know
And somehow in the summer sun
We will realise that we are all one
And what we do to another will reverberate
As we keep each other in the state
Of destruction and war torn grief
When will there be relief?

What Can I Do?

What can I do?
I ask God
Because these children
Don’t know nothing but the rod
That they’ve been struck with
And you can call me a bitch
But I must stand up for
These people that I adore
And the innocent always suffer the most
Watch love evaporate and the ghost
Of what I was seems to stalk my days
And they’re all ingenious power plays
To strike the match
But she can’t get her back
And I know the pain
Of the rain
That flows from grief
And there’s rivers that run from her disbelief
That all could be taken
I pray that she will waken
Into the eternal
As the infernal
Swirls around the land
And the sand
Won’t remember the love
That once made it soil
Now the youth simply toil
In a land where the 50%
Must live in a place where it all went
How could hell be heaven sent?
If that’s your rationalisation
As the education
Just burns
And somehow the world still turns
Like it’s no big deal
And the saddest illusion is still real
In the minds of those
Whose feet must walk the roads
Now that they’ve been expelled
But we just sigh and wish them well
With the buttons on our screen
I pray the peril isn’t all it may seem