The Feast That Keeps Alive
There is a feast that keeps alive
And there were times I didn’t want to survive
The aching pull of forever
As it dragged me to another endeavour
Far across the sea
And New York just wasn’t me
When I found myself on its streets
But there is no one that it meets
On a level playing field
So I follow the wind and I yield
On Flatbush avenue
I’d never felt so black and blue
Walking towards the Brooklyn Bridge
Like it was Hacksaw Ridge
And the forest had enclosed
Me and the path I chose
It was dark and serene
And something screamed to wake the dream
Into the boundlessness of true life
I will never be a wife
Over the love of you
But I will be your One if you want me to
He just sighs and looks away
And there is nothing left to say
On the phone to keep him there
And I hear him swear
Silently under his breath
His monotone sings of resentment and regret
And it blisters my skin like a poison chalice
It’s almost like I can sense the malice
That brews underneath
And someone calls me the Messiah on the street
And I wonder if I emanate that charm
Or if I should ring the alarm
That keeps me safe from harm
They call it medication
I call it the train station
That docks opposite ports
And there is a divorce
Somewhere in our history
But it doesn’t envelop the mystery
That you always are
I look up and you’re my North Star