The Feast That Keeps Alive

There is a feast that keeps alive
And there were times I didn’t want to survive
The aching pull of forever
As it dragged me to another endeavour
Far across the sea
And New York just wasn’t me
When I found myself on its streets
But there is no one that it meets
On a level playing field
So I follow the wind and I yield
On Flatbush avenue
I’d never felt so black and blue
Walking towards the Brooklyn Bridge
Like it was Hacksaw Ridge
And the forest had enclosed
Me and the path I chose
It was dark and serene
And something screamed to wake the dream
Into the boundlessness of true life
I will never be a wife
Over the love of you
But I will be your One if you want me to
He just sighs and looks away
And there is nothing left to say
On the phone to keep him there
And I hear him swear
Silently under his breath
His monotone sings of resentment and regret
And it blisters my skin like a poison chalice
It’s almost like I can sense the malice
That brews underneath
And someone calls me the Messiah on the street
And I wonder if I emanate that charm
Or if I should ring the alarm
That keeps me safe from harm
They call it medication
I call it the train station
That docks opposite ports
And there is a divorce
Somewhere in our history
But it doesn’t envelop the mystery
That you always are
I look up and you’re my North Star

The Devil’s Advocate

I relate more than I let on
The moment when it is all gone
And the devil is the only friend you know
When you love God and he lets you go
And I fell into an abyss
I felt the sensation of a death kiss
Planted on my lips
Is it a full moon or an eclipse
Coz the light is strange
And drinking coke will rot your brain
If you let it get to you
Love will break the heart you knew
And I reached out to clasp
But it bit me, the fuckin’ asp
In Cleopatra’s hair
I can’t say I’m glad that you were there
But I’m glad that we met
A lightning strike you can’t forget